Samantha Lucero hit dangerously close to home with this piece. It’ll be two years gone by, tomorrow.
my scent, not his scent,
but by some changeling blood
could spread the same smile
on halloween. on christmas
waking up in blankets
it didn’t fall asleep in.
there’s bricks that hold down a red
bottlebrush flower from 1994.
remember,
she called you honeysuckle,
and thought rats had no bones.
i remember
my small hand in his
big glove, rough inside
like sand paper. old yellow leather in
a white truck stuck together
with luck, cigarettes in a soft pack,
right in your shirt pocket, next to the
heart in my hand, in your glove
in a warm cup of coffee,
i could live on that smell and skip
meals for the month of
october.
just the memory of it,
and the dregs of
california pain.
i could armor myself in you.
live in your flannel and die.
carve a valknut in my chest
over the hole where no light
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